My Upcoming Album Release (Why I Do What I Do)
Let's go different, and do a video blog! I decided to chat about my album. It's been a long time since I wrote about my projects, and my progress. It felt like the right time. And the bottom line is... I worked super-hard on this album. It was years in the making. I did it all myself. And honestly, if it's the one time I get to do this, to release an entire album I created so carefully, and give it to the world? I'm happy with that. I'm proud of it. I love it. I believe in it. And I hope you do too.
P.S. There are some things I wish I'd said in this video. Like the fact that I unintentionally held myself back when I was younger, because I was afraid people would think I thought I was "all that" because I make music. Yes; I was afraid of sharing my talent. I've never felt more special than anyone else, so I suppose it felt wrong to present myself in a way that made me look like I felt superior. And I was actually afraid of what success might bring me. So I hesitated. And you know what? What a waste! What a waste of time and energy. What a mistake. Why did I do that? I'm sure there was a reason: there always is. I believe that. But I might not ever find out. But I trust God. I have to. Because I sure don't know what I'm doing most of the time. I have no idea if it's right, or ideal. But I have to try. I have to have faith. I have to hope.
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